I had a dream last night, an extremely vivid dream. I've read in psych books that you don't dream in color, but in this dream I saw everything in color. I could tell you the exact clothing people were wearing, the fragrances in the air, it was like my senses were at their peak and everything was just so... real.
I hate trying to explain dreams to other people, because no matter how hard you try you can never give them the full affect to what you experienced in it. The dream I had was a "what if," if you will. It was based off a significant event that happened in my life quite a while ago, but it was showing me what would have happened if I would have taken a different path, ergo, the "what if." The entire time I felt like this was where my life was suppose to lead me; there was such intensity in every move that I made and everything just seemed right. At the end of the dream something happened that made me do a 180.
I woke up with that feeling like the dream was reality, and in the dazed confusion I felt like it was a sign from something bigger, something I couldn't control. As ridiculous as it may sound, I feel like this dream was giving me a message. I've spent a lot of time this summer contemplating decisions I have made in my life and wondering if where I am is where I'm suppose to be. Waking up from this dream was the first time I felt complete, like I am on the right path and every choice that I have made up to this point has happened for a reason that I don't understand now, but will someday. It sounds cliche, but I really feel like someone is trying to tell me something.
Anyways, it's offically my favorite holiday. Did I really graduate 2 months ago? Am I really moving next month? I'm starting to like the feeling of not knowing what is going to happen next.
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