coffee & cigarettes

I move in 2 days. How do I feel? Relieved.

I feel like Cleveland is a new beginning. I know very few people there, so I can be whomever I want to be. I've had my inner artist come out the past few weeks. Wierd that I wished to be an artist, and I'm being creative in my own odd way.

I've decided I'm going to dedicate a huge amount of time to discovering bands. I've always done this, but with the help of others. I've been taking some risks, going out of my 'comfort zone' of music, and finding some really amazing things. Once this is accomplished I am give people the opportunity to tell me what kind of music they want to hear, and I'm going to make CDs. Spread the word about artists who don't get the recognition that they deserve. Plus giving music to people is one of the most cathartic things for me.

I've found a lot of comfort lately in bookstores, photography, and painting. Things I've always secretly loved, but never really shared with anyone. We will see how it goes.

I'm ready to meet someone I can stay up for hours with, talking about important issues, drink coffee with, and laugh. I'm not even talking relationship, just someone who understands and accepts me.